It was a beautiful night, not a cloud in the sky; the temperature warm enough for Sayaka to be comfortable in only a dark dress that covered her body, her hair free and falling down her back. The Academy gardens were beyond that of what she expected. Even in the summer heat they were able to stay lush and green.
She was carrying her shoes in her hand left hand, the case that held her flute in the other. It had been awhile since she had practiced so she would give it at least one night before she returned to her normal schedule. When she thought she was far enough into the large garden, she stopped, setting her case and shoes on the grass below her.
She opened the case, and inside on top of the silver instrument lay the picture of her and Yujiro. She looked at the picture for a moment, she wanted to cry, she did, but that was weak. No one was there to tell her that she could. . . Why did she need someone to say that it was okay before she could allow herself to shed a few tears? ‘I’m sorry Akeno-kun. . . I can’t do it.’ She thought, tears not coming to her eyes though she was weeping on the inside.
She placed the flute to her mouth and began to play a piece she had composed as a child. The only piece she still bothered playing that was her own composition. Small jumps. . . The range staying within two octaves. It was slow, melancholic, depressing.
‘I miss you.’ She thought, thinking of her old dog and how happy she had been with him. No matter how much she tried, Kioku would never be able to take his place.
Sayaka knew that if she had control of the plants instead of emotions they’d be wilted and dead. She wasn’t in a good mood at all, she felt like she was betraying everything that she had set her mind to. Believed that her parents were wrong in their choice to send her to the Academy.
The melody flowed through the air. The long notes being sustained for longer than a flutist would hold them out. Trembling with the amount of emotion put into the melody. She embraced the state she was in. . . When she was alone she could do that.
Was she really alone?
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