Painfull Memories Never Go Away (Everyone)

[Chiyoko AkaBara]

It was early afternoon in the night class dorms when I woke up from my painful dreams. No matter how much I let the darkness consume my memories they always came back to haunt me when I was at my weakest.

"My weakest...." I whispered to the darkness.

But talking didn't help, It never did. It's not like I had friends that wanted to listen to me. I was alone completely and utterly alone. Even thinking about how alone I truly am just brought back the memories;

"Momma!" I whined, I looked down at the dead bird cupped in my hands.
"What honey?" My mother rushed over to me. Her face glimmered in the moonlight, she looked down to the bird that had two bite marks in it's chest. "Oh I see" She calmly said.
"Birds taste funny!" I whined yet again. I whiped the blood off of my mouth.

I screamed as loud as I could while I was pulled out of the memory of my mother. That was the last time I ever saw her, the last time I heard her carmel coated voice. The tears ran down my cheek as I realized yet again that I was alone. My only friend who understood anything was Shizuka, and she was with Maria. And I was alone, no one was going to help me, no one was going to wipe away my tears. No one, was my only friend.....

[Himeko Reika]

"Hio-san." Her voice was a dim whisper, a whisper that seemed soft and calm. Alice heard the screams, a scream that seemed terrified of her dreams.. "Are you alright?" she asked, in that same soft and calm whisper. Alice wasn't the one to get herself involved in someones emotions. . . but this girl. . . why did she feel sorry for her?

Her hand rested on the girls shoulder, and shook it lightly to snap her out of her emotion-filled dream. "Hio-san." She repeated. She then, noticed that the girl was crying.

Alice's eyes narrowed, the red orbs seeming to gleam in wonder. She took out a cloth, form her dress pocket. The cloth was red with black roses covered on it. She put it to the girls cheeks and whiped the tears. Why was Alice being so kind..?

Not even herself knew, let alone anyone else. Most saw Alice as a anti-social person, who cared about nobody.

[Chiyoko AkaBara]

I jumped when I heard another voice. I felt so weak crying alone, but in the presence of others was shameful. I tried to dry up the tears but they just kept on coming, no matter what I did they wouldn't stop.

"I-i-i'm so s-s-sorry, that I-i woke you u-u-u-p. I'm just f-f-fine now." I studdered to the girl who had come to comfort me. My head was tilted down so I couldn't see who they were.

I sucked up the tears and did the only thing I could do.I am alone, I have no friends, I have no family, I am weak I thought to my self.

"I am weak." I whispered so low that it wasn't meant for anyone to hear, not even myself.

[Himeko Reika]

"It's fine, I wasn't tired in the first place." She responded quietly, in a soothing voice in attempt to comfort her. Moving herself to sit beside her, Alice handed her the cloth, so AkaBara could wipe her face.

Alice remained quiet, she didn't want to say something that would upset her even more. "Is there anything I can do to help?" She asked.

[Chiyoko AkaBara]

I listened to her, It made me depressed to have somebody helping me. But it comforted me in the strangest ways.

"Again, It's okay. You don't have to do anything for me, I'm used to being alone. I'm used to the nightmares already." I told her. When I lifted my head I realized it was Alice, my room mate. "Oh Alice-Senpai! It's you." I got up and bowed. " I'm so sorry to disturb you. I didn't mean to."

[Himeko Reika]

Alice's eyes closed, with a happy smile that seemed to sparkle with joy. "I suppose I'm alone, too." She said, still with that joyful tone. (She isn't joyful at being alone.)

Senpai.. she thought, smile still on her face. It's nice to be called that.

Watching her as she bowed and apologizing, Alice raised a hand and waved it a little gesturing that she didn't mind. "It's okay, I was only doing homework out of boredom."

[Chiyoko AkaBara]

"I'm still so sorry, I forgot that I shared my room." I said as I bowed again. "I'm not used to it, I am still so mad that they gave my room away, just because I left for a couple of months." I pouted.

I was just getting back into bed before I realized that I could trust Alice-Sempai. "It was about my mother." I whispered to her.

[Himeko Reika]

Smiling, she watched as she bowed again. "I would be furious if they removed my dorm whilst I was away." She murmured a little.

"You're mother? Oh.. I see."


OOC: I'm sorry, short reply T.T

[Chiyoko AkaBara]

"I'm gonna go for a walk now, I don't think I'll find any comfort in sleeping." I realized before I went to bed.

I was walking to the door when I heard something behind it.

[Suoh Sayaka]

Sayaka reached for the handle of her dorm room, she needed a place where she could be alone, a place where she would be able to just sit and think, but it seemed as though she wouldn’t be getting that. She could hear a small bark come from the other side, and remembered her small puppy on the other side. Kioku must’ve been waiting for her to get back, but she didn’t have time to spend with him today.

Turning around, she slid her back against the door, and sat there for a moment. Recently the Moon Dorms hadn’t been an area of welcome to her. More and more students were arriving, though it was summer and most would be leaving to return home. She closed her green eyes, her vision was blurry from the sun, but she didn’t care. The flute she had received from Ichijou-san was in the case that rested on her legs.

She heard a door open and her head turned to see what was happening. A girl walked out whom she had never seen before. Sayaka could feel strong emotions coming from her, but she didn’t want to get involved. She opened her dark green eyes and stared, her bubble was being interrupted and she didn’t like it.

OOC: I think this RP is supposed to be in the Moon Dorms. . . But I'm not sure, just putting that out there.

[Chiyoko AkaBara]

I didn't see the girl sitting out side of her door, but even if I did I don't think I would've care. I walked a couple of steps out of my door and sat there. I didn't understand what was going on, I had never been able to recal anything about my mother before, so what was so special about now? It was like nothing I had ever seen before, She was like nothing I've ever seen before.

Her brown autumn colored eyes, Silver hair that could put the moon to shame, and the carmel voice that sang the birds to sleep. She was everything that I wished I could be. And she was snatched from me without mercy, she was gone

Anger sprang upon my face, but it softened immeadeatly. I started to cry, I remembered that cloth Alice-Sempai had given me. But I made no motion to go for it. I silenced my sobbs, being careful so not to wake anyone else up.

[Suoh Sayaka]

Sayaka heard someone say her name, but didn't look up to see who it was. It didn't really matter, she didn't want to talk to anyone. She just wanted to be alone. . . She looked up at the person who was talking to her. ‘Saiga-kun?’ She questioned in her mind while looking at him.

"Are you okay?" She heard him ask. 'What a ridiculous question.' She thought, as she nodded her head up and down. "Just a little tired and I can't exactly go into my room right now." She replied as she too glanced at the girl down the hall. The girl obviously needed someone to talk to, but it wasn't something that she would be able to help with.

She looked up as she saw him move to help her, but then stopped, confusion filling the area. ‘Why is he confused?’ Sayaka thought to herself. He had always tried to play the hero, always wanting to help everyone he could. There was no reason for him to stop mid stride and question what he was doing.

“You should probably go help her.” Sayaka said as she stood up. She didn’t want any company right now and as much as she didn’t want to go into her room, she turned to open her door. It wouldn’t be hard to calm her puppy down, he was young, but his emotions were simple. She looked down at the girl, her powers would be useful, but she didn’t know her and she didn’t really need to broaden her group of “Friends.”

‘Maybe next time.’ She thought, waiting for Tatsuro to leave.

[Chiyoko AkaBara]

I sat crying on the steps to the moon dorms, it was day time but that hardly bothered me. "Are you alright" I heard someone behind me say. He caught me by surprise and the tears that flowed down my cheeks froze. I sat there unable to answer for a bit.

"Would you like some company" The voice said again.

I turned around to face the boy, It was Tatsuro-san. "I'm fine, troubled but fine. And sure company would be great." As I spoke the tears returned to normal and they continued falling down their path.