What do you do when you are getting bored with your character?
-This is a serious question that I'm really looking for an answer to.-
Recently I've gone through and updated the "Character Updates" section of my profle, and it has made me realize how different my character if from my original scope. She's become such a "softy/wimp/whiner/etc" and I don't know where I went wrong.
-Wrong being the place where I screwed it up and changed her so badly that she can't even dream about going back.-
-She's not a complete weakling, but she's also nowhere near what I expected when I made her.-
I mean, it's not that I don't like how Sayaka is now, but I just don't feel as compelled to use her as I did a week or two ago. . . I can think of things to make her do, and how she would react. I still am able to use her, but I don't know why I lost interest.
Maybe it's just a phase that I'm going through because of everything else that I'm taking on. . . It has me questioning things that I shouldn't question, and care about things that I shouldn't care about.
It's like a big tornado that is a mix of problems, ideas, solutions, and malfunctions that I don't really know how to sort right now. When it ends and I figure everything out, will there still be a character left for me to work with?
I guess I'll just have to wait it out. I lost interest in within a few weeks, maybe in a week or two it will be back to where it was, or at least somewhere close to it.
I'll just continue how I have been and hope that everything will turn out okay, if it doesn't then hopefully I can mask it enough to where you won't be able to tell a difference. . .
-Sayaka isn't going to go through any dramatic changes caused by me. I know that, as the creator, I am the one responsible for what happense to her and how she acts. She'll still be as active as you can expect her to be, so if you are worrying about her going "Poof" then don't. Nothing is wrong with her, it's more of a "me" problem, that I'll just figure out how to handle.-
Sorry for wasting your time. . .
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